pInKsTaRdUsT_0411's Xanga

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Wed, 26 Jul 2006 09:10:25 GMT

I really enjoy his company. But, is he enjoying his time while his with me?
Anyways, let's not think about that. In the bright side, we're friends, and we love hanging around. But I think we're JUST FRIENDS. Aww men.

I love A LOVE TO KILL! Golly Gosh! RAIN'S SO HOT! And the show is so sweet with some kind of mysterious effect to its viewers. BTW, he's such a gorgeous body guard! LOL

Monday, July 24, 2006

Mon, 24 Jul 2006 01:36:35 GMT

I uploaded some pics from my CP! Finally! LOL [Resized all the pictures, it's too big!]

Me after attending the Sunday Mass. It's so cold when I took that pic. I was like "Brr... smile" LOL

Peace! LOL.

My BFF love this pic of mine! Duh? I look like a fish! LOL

Me with Roy, one of my close friends in my new school. La Salle! ANIMO LA SALLE! Wuhoo! Taken at the classroom. I look very ugly there because I haven't combed my hair yet. LOL [And he's the one I'm crushing on.. shh. Let's keep it a secret! LOL]

Me with Grace, taken at the School Bus. Before our recollection.

That's all for now. Gonna post some more later!

<3 Jea

Saturday, July 22, 2006

Sat, 22 Jul 2006 00:29:32 GMT

I love this song! It's entitled "You're The One" by Toni Gonzaga.
Here's the lyrics:
You Are The One
Sam Milby And Toni Gonzaga

Another day passes by, i'm dreamin' of you,
And though i know it might be just a dream, dreams come true,
Somewhere, somehow i'll find you even though it takes all of
My life{all of my life}

And when i finally do{and when i finally do}
I know inside my heart{ i know inside my heart}
That there could be no doubt, i knew it from the start

{you are the one}you are the one
That i've been searching for my whole life through,
{you are the one}you are the one that i've been looking for
And now that i have found you,
{duet}i'll never let you go, i'll hold you in my arms
You are the one

Another night spent alone
I'm lying in the dark{lying in the dark}
I don't know your name
But i know your voice sings to my heart{voice sings to my heart}
A sweet melody, a symphony of love

I know that come one day{i know that come one day}
A time for you and me{a time for you and me}
To finally be together, cause i know we're meant to be
{repeat cho. except last sentence}

Forever's a meaningless word
Even though you're here with me
Here by my side, here in my heart

{duet} i'll never let you go i'll hold you in my arms

{you are the one} you are the one that i've been searching for my whole life through
{you are the one}that i've been looking for and now that i have found you
{duet} i'll never let you go, i'll hold you in my arms
{repeat 1}

Cause you are the one, you are the one

Oh My. I remembered someone. LOL I hope "I'm the one" for him too. So yesterday went really really bad! I cried yesterday! Oh dammit! I hate it when I cry. Because my "ex-friend" made me angry. But I said sorry and he didn't accept my apology. HE'S SO GAY! Darn. I hate it when I have enimies. Well, he wants it that way? Then I'll do it that way! My my... I'll join the fun run next friday. So excited! Did DLSU won the volleyball match? I haven't watched the whole game. My mom turned the TV off. Grr.

Well I gotta go! I'm playing Club Penguin, does anyone know that? LOL

<3 Jea

~~EDIT~~
NEW LAYOUT! I really love it!

Pics from my Computer Class Ü [thanks to Mrs. Cernero! LOL]

Sun, 16 Jul 2006 08:29:01 GMT

Here are two pics from my computer class. I edited it, you can see, there's a pink arrow, that arrow's pointing me. The green arrow's pointing HIM. LOL! LMAO!

Me with my group. Ü

I mixed it up! The pink arrow's pointing him, while the green arrow's pointing me. LOL!

<3 Jea

Saturday, July 15, 2006

Sat, 15 Jul 2006 02:43:42 GMT

WTF?! SATURDAY?! STUDYING?! GOD!
KILL ME PLEASE!
*&^$%#@@@#@!!!!!!

***EDITED***
Hey hey! I'm back from my studying thing. LOL. Anyways, I had this dream last night. It was about Leo, one of my classmate.

I was asking for something and he gave it to me. I don't know what it is but it doesn't really matter. I was talking to Francis about this "thing". The bell rang and we need to go because we'll have this some kind of program. I called Leo and told him to go with us. We went to the Gymnasium to watch the program when suddenly my ring fell of, I held Leo's hand and said Hey, wait. After I got the ring, I didn't take my hand off of his hands. Because he was holding it so hard! LOL. I looked at him and he smiled at me. And then, he held my hand like couples do. You know, oh dammit, can't explain it.

And then Francis saw us and he said Why are you holding each other's hand? I was like, I don't know... huh? Francis shooked his head and left us there. Leo asked me if we can go to the bookstore near the school. I said yes and pulled him.

And then we were there! He's still holding my hand while I was looking at those cute little stuff. Hey! This is so cute! I said.I looked at him and smiled. He was looking for something. When we were at the very back of the bookstore, if there is one LOL, I hugged him... WTF? LOL. Really, and he wrapped his arms around me. WTF? I let go of him and I muttered what was that? He laughed and said you hugged me! so i hugged you back and then he smiled. I was like --> LOL!!!

He sat at the corner and asked me to sit beside him. So what now... are we.. He muttered are we.. what? I answered back, are you my... girl---friend?? WTF?! LOL! And you know what? I SAID YES! What's wrong with me? LOL. But it was just a dream, so it's okay.

After that, it was a beautiful evening, all the stars are sparkling. Nice. We were sitting in a swing, then there's one shooting star, I tilt my head so that it'll be meet his shoulder. I closed my eyes and wished that this evening would never end.. WTF? LOL! LMAO! ROFL!

After that.. I woke up, I saw myself hugging the pillow! LOL!

That is so weird. But you know, Leo's a nice guy, I like it when he smiles, he has dimples! LOL

That's all for now dudes and duddetes! Love ya'll! Gimme some love!

<3 Jea

Oh Man..

Thu, 13 Jul 2006 04:10:46 GMT

Our recollection was cancelled! Grr..

Saturday, July 08, 2006

Sat, 08 Jul 2006 07:44:00 GMT

Made 3 banners and 1 icon.. I was bored, got nothing to do!

That banner is in Tagalog Language... it means i'm waiting even though there's no more chance [aww...]

Duh.. highschool musical?

This one is really simple. I like it!

Here's the icon:

wee!! I like the border! It's so cool! LOL

Please please... if you find these banners and this icon pretty, please do credit me if you wanna use it. It took me hours to do those banners! I know it's really simple, but I did my best. Just credit me okay? Thanks!

Kat, the swirls... they're brushes. It's really hard to find it. If I'm online, and you're also online, I'll send the file to you. Is that okay? And I missed you so much! Gosh. LOL. And it's good that you're getting better with this photoshop thingys. Me too! LOL.

Gonna change the layout. Not heartbroken anymore! Though I like this one too!

Tuddles! LMAO! LOL! Highschool Musical? I love you Sharpay! LOL. Hahaha.

Lovelots~~

Friday, July 07, 2006

Fri, 07 Jul 2006 11:18:41 GMT

OMG! I was being stupid with my last post! He hasn't got a crush on her! She has a crush on him. But he doesn't like her! [God! What kind of english is that?! Dammit.]

Now I have the chance of being close to him, or even be his GF! OH GOD! LOL.

it's not "him"

Fri, 30 Jun 2006 13:32:32 GMT

My message for "HIM" hope he reads it

Hey! I liked you the first day that I saw you. You were there, sitting alone, watching the birds fly. I stared at you, hoping you'll look at me too. Well, you did. I wished you smile, and you did. I smiled back. Then the bell rang, you stood up, passed by me, and went with the other boys. Then the teacher came, he asked us to go inside, I was still looking at you. Your eyes are so adorable, your smile, can make someone like me melt.

It was the second day of being a highschool student, I shooked my head, wishing the day would end in a blink, but the time that you enter the room, the time turned very slow. "God, what's happening to me?" I muttered while looking at you.

Days passed....

It was our dismissal time, and I was already at the Waiting Shed, I saw you walking towards me. You were infront of me. After 2 mins or something, you faced me and offered me a candy. I was like a kid, a very happy kid. I said thank you in my insy bitsy voice. I was really shy. You were still there, I wanted to talk to you, but I was nervous. I was thinking, what am I going to say to you? Are you gonna answer me back and talk to me with your experiences and everything? I just kept quiet. I was looking at you when suddenly a red car passes infront of us. You suddenly disappered. I looked stupid because I was looking for you.

Days passed again...

It was our recess time, and I was talking with my friend, who you are playing tag with. I was interested to join because maybe this is my opportunity to be close friends with you. I said "can I join?" and then you went towards me and pat me on the shoulder, you whispered "your it". You're so funny! My body temp went down when you touched me. Gosh.
[hours passed...]
It was our lunch time, after I ate, I looked for Lawrence, and I tagged him. I was running towards you and you smiled at me. We were laughing hysterically like we never laughed before. I was tagged by Jericho, I looked at you, you smiled and ran so fast. I was giggling while running. Didn't you notice? I was blushing all the time!

NEXT DAY
Here's the sad part, I heard you're crushing on someone, and she's crushing on you too. Well, it wasn't confirmed yet so I wasn't affected by it.
After 2 hours, boys start teasing her with her name and your surname. God! I wanted to die!

Today:
I asked God if he could give me a sign. If I saw a meteor/shooting star, you'll be mine. But if not, well... you know.
I gave a time limit for myself, I'll search the skies between 7:00 up to 8:30.
I didn't see nothing. I just accept it. Maybe it's not you.

I hope it's you. But I think it's not you. Will you give me a chance if I told you I really really like you?

Saturday, June 24, 2006

Sat, 24 Jun 2006 01:47:57 GMT

I'm back! Hehehe. Days not going online. Gosh. Good thing I didn't die! LOL. So many homeworks! Highschool's pretty tough. But I enjoy it. =)

I saw a video where ROBERT PATTINSON had a kissing scene!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GAWD! I almost fainted!
Watch: